Trust Your Heart

End of 2010

2010-12-26T17:04:00.000-08:00

2months not updating this space means there's a lot to update and whole loads of photos. How's everyone out there? good? Actually, I am quite amazed how time flies, after 1and a half month of school I will be in year 2 in rp and basically, getting older. 19 sounds so unfamiliar..& I have passed my tp (: SOoooooo, I am officially a full driver but I might be a hazard ): hahaha
Anyway, this year xmas was quite okay, I celebrated with my friends more than family. Sometimes, I just hope happy moments will pass slower and sad moments will pass faster. All of us grow up and have our own problems. I have seen things changed, last time my grandma's house was packed with people but years after years.. we, children grow up and tend to turn up less often..adults getting older were down with illness. Its much pretty heart breaking to see things turn out this way.sigh. Next year, I hope.. we will gather together again..

Good nature or Bad nature?

2010-10-30T05:05:00.000-07:00

Hey ya folks. How's life? my life is gooddd, like more stress free compare to my 1st sem. I have no idea why, but I feel that I have nothing to worry about. Good thing, I like my life this way. 29 Nov will be my tp, sincerely hope I can pass! don't have to retake, if i retake that will be a waste of money. On a side note, I feel that kids nowadays are abit.. hmm i'm lack of vocabs to describe them but well, today there was this 7 year old boy telling this 3 year old girl.
3 year old girl:" eh mummmyyyy!"
7 year old boy:" you nao like your mommi neh time you wont like her anymore"

Do you get what I am trying to say down here? If you think back, it's pretty true.
Thinking back, when I was about their age I'm like ultra super glue, who stick to my parents.
Look at me now, I dont stick to them like glue anymore. In a opposite way, they are trying to get into our life, trying to stick to us so that they could know what are we thinking. As you move on with life, you will understand the importance of kinship and friendship. Let me ask you how long can your parents survive in this world? Come on appreciate cherish them because you will get people going in and out of your life. But what remains unchanged is your family will stay there with you...

2010-10-24T05:43:00.000-07:00

MY BLOG SCREW UP! HAHAHA. I WILL FIX IT SOON

WHY SCHOOL?!

2010-10-19T07:57:00.000-07:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!! ((: Right now it's 11 o'clock and has a bowl of rice right beside me as well as trying to get ideas for my RJ! I've 59 minutes more till it closed.. So think wanyee think!! My brain juice gonna dry up soon seriously, like everyday also need to do RJ. 13 weeks to go and 5 RJ each week = 65 more RJ to go before my holidays. coolllll! by then I will have a zombie's brain.
On a brighter note, I will be getting license soon. Good thing but the timings are being a bitch. ALL THE SLOTS DONT MATCH MY SCHOOL TIMING! For now, I'm still considering if I should skip school on that day and go for tp instead. I must stop procrastinating before they run out of slots. tsk what a lifeeee.

P.S MY dark circles are getting worst ): &3 more days to friday!

OHH HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2010-10-17T08:02:00.000-07:00

A good friend of mine just turn 18 officially, happy birthday sky! we will go club soon! Thanks for being such a good friend (: After school, we are suppose to watch movie but end up playing monoploy with cheese fries and 3 cans of drinks. (: contented. Nothing could compare having fun with friends. I am lucky to meet people like them in rp (:

Many things happened after my first day of school, but it's ok now. I've used to it alr and I have found out the truth that had been a question mark to me. I was a little sad at first, but I'm totally fine now. Just find myself a little bit dumb. I will delete everything. Best wishes to you. (:

2010-10-14T07:01:00.000-07:00

dont care dont bother dont wait dont hesitate..
just move on

tsk

2010-10-11T08:53:00.000-07:00

In a few hours time, I'm gonna start my school life and most probably seeing you around.. I'm nervous but I have to stay calm. hahaha. If you have found someone new, I will give you my blessing and hope we could be friends all over again one day. Take Care.

In 2 days time,

2010-10-09T18:09:00.000-07:00

I talk about life with pav the other day, we talk everything out. Our greatest fears are the same, which is the death of our parents. I like people to tell me about life, introduce me about death. I don't understand why people are afraid of death and I don't understand they dying to die so much? We all die one day, be it in a miserable state or dying in your comfort zone. We will die, definitely. But before we die, I want to live it to the fullest because life is short. No one knows what's gonna happen tomorrow, the day after or years after. So people out there, whom curse and swear how bad or miserable your life is please think that people out there could be more miserable a thousand times more than you. & please open yourself. No use carrying shit everywhere you go, imagine you, yourself carrying everywhere you go. don't you find it stink? What's best now, let go of your past and move on with life. On a side note, I let go everything about my past after carrying them around for years. I'm not trying to be naive here, but I believe that my days ahead will be better. I PROCLAIM MYSELF QUEEN OF OPTIMISTIC ^^

Hello & Goodbye

2010-10-03T18:50:00.000-07:00

Hi folks. It's been a week since I have upload or post something here. Recently, I have been meeting up with my friends, driving, work and alot more & I have missed ladies night last week. ): School starts next week... oh my goddd! Time flies isn't it? Sooner or later I'm hitting 19 year old. then 20, 21.. My body has been malfunctioning this few weeks, I'm down with my best friend again. yeah, cough. Lasted 2 weeks already but I didnt have the chance to visit a doctor. Tight schedule, hectic life and I'm busy living. My immune systems don't seem to get better each day, I feel like coughing my lungs out sometimes. Tsk.. Seriously, I need to do something for my hair. Long, thick, black roots and fizzy. geez

you?

2010-09-25T08:29:00.000-07:00

Love me or not? I don't know.. I definitely miss you

MUHAHAH

2010-09-25T06:24:00.000-07:00

I WANNA GET AN IPHONE SO THAT I CAN CLUB AND DO MY RJ AT THE SAME TIME (: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

A game

2010-09-25T04:51:00.000-07:00

It was terrible and awful when someone left you. You could move on, do the best you could, but an ending was an ending. No matter how many pages of sentences and paragraphs of great stories led up to it, it would always have to have the last word. Same old questions have been haunting me all this while& there will never be an answer for it. I could choose to move on, but I choose to stay just for awhile. People change around you, be it their appearances or characters but memories still remains. I could have been clubbing nowadays, behaving more like a workaholic, going out with friends till late night and trying my best to make it home for dinner. I got tired sometimes, I don't know if people out there whom read my blog have ever thought of leaving Singapore and spend a few weeks out but I do. I just wanna leave this dumb place because I did dumb things here.

I like it

2010-09-22T00:01:00.000-07:00

See those two epic photos right on top (: cute isnt it? They are the best thing ever! Stop raining please~ I wanna go out later. Imma bored at home, was back from practical and theory practice couples of hours ago. Tired like shit plus no work for me today I am free to do now but not still to it. Anyway, below are some photos taken on monday (:

Even if god took away something precious from you, don't worry something good will happen (:
I believe it because it happened to me many times (:

Good night

2010-09-20T08:15:00.000-07:00

A long day today rushing here and there, i'm exhausted. But it's worthy when you meet up with friends that you have not been meeting for long time,. Its like we were back to secondary school life, we joked, we laughed and we skipped school together. As well as,I spent time thinking through all sorts of things and somehow I feel a sense of satisfaction, everything seems to be much smoother and enjoyable. (: Tonight, I will sleep well and get really for driving practical tomorrow!

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUHAN! NEW DANCE STEPS SOON! photos will update soon! (:

2010-09-19T08:18:00.000-07:00

and one thing I am sure is. I wont blog about him anymore..

Late night.

2010-09-19T06:28:00.000-07:00

I miss ladies night, having more social life than before and obviously, I definitely miss drinking. It's so much better than staying at home and rot. Well, I am gonna do a make over with my life, I have no idea how am I gonna do that but it will be more organize than before. The first time I gotta do is clear up my desk and re-design my laptop because It has worn out plus sick of it. Practical tomorrow morning, theory after that, following will be work and meet up with friends. Good life isn't it? hahaha.And regarding my previous post, I won't delete it or what. Think that I'm immature, go ahead. 18 big fuck? Gone case? Thanks! great entertainment to me and others indeed, but mind my words, how much I revel on a public site does it matter to you?Yeah he's your friend, stand up for him. Good but you just heard one sided story and I don't know you at all. Do you know I burst out anger tears, crying and sobbing like there's no tomorrow? Checking my phone every hour to check if he text me and asking around am I that bad? or did I not being a good/ideal girlfriend or is it because of my highly expectations for a man? You don't know because you weren't there to witness. Doing so much what have I got in return? Nothing, I just got ignore and I feel so unwanted even though I asked for break up first but the way he replied it was beyond my imagination. What can I do? Can you like tell me? Never mind in return, I don't know what kind of image have I form inside a stranger mind but how much of that is me? Please think about it.. Thanks and..
He's having a good life now I can see, I won't step into his world anymore. I'm out of it.

FUCK

2010-09-17T09:38:00.000-07:00

seriously, i dont know why i deserve all these shit from you. you can just delete me from fb, msn or even all sort of things just to get rid of me. can you like use your brain and think? ya right, I forgotten you're still 16 not mature yet. so now, what i have got to say here is. i'm over you..like totally. waste my time, effort and tears. thanks lot.

Lesson Learnt

2010-09-14T22:26:00.000-07:00

Even though, I don't look pretty and I own a pear like shape body but I know how to cherish and respect people around me definitely. I appreciate all those small little things that my friends and family members do for me, sometimes without them.. I don't know how to keep myself alive. I have awesome friends and a happy family.

I'm back to single life! I feel fresh, because there will be no more disappointments, heartbreaks, arguments ,sleepless nights and no more expectation for the other partner. and I have all the freedom I want. But, deep in me, kind of regretted my actions. I should know a guy personality and characters before I get attached to him. Now I know my mistakes and once bitten twice shy will never do it again. I'm over it, from the way he replied and actions have proven everything. In this relationship, I realized that I deserve much more than what he had given. I tried. He tried. But things don't seem to work out. Lack of communication, compromising and understanding.. Perhaps he is still young and need more experience, I am not trying to say I'm experienced but our perceptive of love is different. In a week time, I shouldn't change the other party unless they are willingly to do, I know he had make changes but it's not there yet. All along, I have been changing him into a guy who's up to my expectation but months after months I witness him struggle but still.. not there yet. In another words, the kind of man I wanted is someone, who can understand,joke, go crazy with me and definitely love me and prove me wrong when I make ridiculous assumptions.Maybe we are not really suitable all this while we are trying to compromise and compromise, let me ask you, how long can we compromise?
Frankly, both parties are at fault, when a relationship screwed up it'll be our responsibilities. You know what, what hurt the most is not losing your bf/gf but they don't fight to keep you. Think back, it could be the right choice to end. He can find someone who is meant and just right for him because now his heart belongs to someone he has yet to meet. I am definitely not one of his kind.. anymore

Little India

2010-09-13T18:28:00.000-07:00

I DID HENA!! (: like after so long.. but sadly black hena was banned from sg. From what I know, the chemical they have needed inside can lead to cancer. So that's the reason why they banned.&&my first time going to mustafa! (: Their chocolate was awesome! freaking nice! and it's cheap. one big bag costs around 14.90 dollars! tell me cheap or what? ^^ Lastly I have spent enjoyable time with my friends today with alot of random shots by fang., but still I luv them ttm

blame myself

2010-09-07T04:09:00.001-07:00

maybe i should blame myself for not spending enough time with you.

will it work?

2010-09-07T03:52:00.000-07:00

I have no idea what else can I do to make this relationship work out. Those feelings we had, doesn't feel the same anymore. My heart..aches even though I have been through break ups. I thought I can be stronger than before, but it's still the same. I am paranoid, emotional and sensitive.. but why can't you be more patient towards me? maybe be a little bit sweeter? I dont expect you to buy me branded, I dont expect you to send me home or bring me to expensive places for dinner. I just dont know why you cant do it when it's just a simple task. i envy girls with caring bfs.all these while I have been very compromising. I dont like the way you speak to me because you treat me more like a friend than a gf. you told me, I'm making assumptions. then fine, but when can't you just prove me wrong huh? I just want you to love me a little bit more than before. I will be contented, that simple. I need a love guru..urgently

Have you?

2010-07-11T08:15:00.000-07:00

I’m sick of work; I’m sick of thinking of money and everything else. I just want to stay at home and let my mind goes blank!! This is horrible, I’m like driving myself crazy or am I having too many dreams to fulfil, or is it I have a high expectation on myself? Sometimes you will just get sick of thinking about money all day long, everything needs money. Damn! It’s been half a year ever since I get a proper rest... oh god! & I couldn’t get into the course I wanted, who can I blame? Only myself, because... cut off point not enough, my heart sank when I knew about it. I should do well in my O level, one year back. This week, I told them about withdrawing from RP. They were against it, badly. See there’s no way I’m getting into a course I want, I’m not gonna do what I want. All they think about is... money, if I’ll able to earn enough in the future. Sometimes, I think my parents somehow brain-washed me. Now I had put my interest aside and go for money instead. Perhaps there’ll be some sort of miracles that I’d fall in love with materials science? Hahaha. See how it goes.

On a brighter note, a couples of days time! We celebrated GY’s bday! HAPPY BELATED 22th Birthday!! (:
I have no idea if I’m really the one you’re looking for...I am just too busy for you.Sorry

Just..

2010-07-02T20:29:00.000-07:00

In every girl's little dream, we always pray that our partner owns a car and fucking rich and and you can spend them like there's no tomorrow. Now deep in me, I hope I own a rich boyfriend, with car and number of cash in hand, love me and who's romantic enough to melt my heart every single moment. It is hard to find such guy on earth, maybe kind of like impossible. hahahaha

I will update more often

2010-06-23T05:50:00.000-07:00

I have no idea who will be reading my posts after missing for a few months. Life is a total hectic, its project every single day. First week of school, you will be fucking enthusiastic and curious to know what it is all about. Days after days, months after months, you will be as sick as me got friggin’ bored. Power point, power point &&&& POWER POINT! Even though you work you tried to put in effort but some people out there in this world simply just disagree with whatever you have done. Motherfucker. OK I should get a life seriously. I have had seen too much two- faced people in life that you decided to fuck care them and let them bitch all you want. But, there are still kind souls out there & maybe some weird people around you. I’m not trying to vex my anger here, but sometimes you will just get aggrieved about their actions and words.

give me a break

2010-06-07T06:20:00.000-07:00

what's life all about? have you ever thought about it sometimes? when you are all alone, peace and quiet?are you leaving for yourself or for someone else? i wanna take a break from everything maybe i should just switch off my phone & go missing for a day or two. just to stand away and keep my mind empty. i have stress myself too much..

How are you lately?

2010-05-22T11:34:00.000-07:00

I miss this space, I miss blogging about my thoughts which were circling around my head recently. It took me days to settle down on a thought, I'm someone who has a hard time thinking through. Some posts, I have deleted. Feel that it's unnecessary to keep it, whenever I browse through.. my heart still feel a sense of guiltiness in me.

Perhaps, I've changed too much that I could barely recognize myself in front of the mirror.Sometimes, when I look at it, I feel disgusted..turn my head down and move backward..away from the mirror.

If you remember

2010-04-20T11:09:00.000-07:00

It's 2 in the morning, and I've school at 8.30 later. I could barely close my eyes,maybe I'm living with guilt still. Everything started because of me and ended because of me too. Sometimes, I have to admit that I kind of disgusted by my actions. Pretty much upset with myself.
If I was offer an air ticket, I'll fly off right now. Right away. I don't wish to stay here any longer. Maybe I'm a sin. 2 weeks gone, I should feel better. Getting up my feet and start moving forward. But somehow, I'm still standing here not moving an inch and having sleepless nights. Paranoid?
I'm afraid of answering calls with an unknown number. I'm afraid of leaving the house during weekends. Simply,I've owe you a living, that's what I am thinking. I've owe you..

I'm walking towards my dream

2010-04-06T20:38:00.000-07:00

I've not forgotten this space, just that I happen to forget my password. Everyone tends to forget certain stuff easily but sometimes, those memories you wanted to forget couldn't get out of your mind. Anyway, i'll be going for interview later as a pre school art teacher. If i get this job, which means i'm getting closer to my dream!! (: Even though, i'm in some course called materials science but i'll never give up on art!

YES YES!!

2010-03-10T01:58:00.000-08:00

I love sunflowers and daisies. It helps to make someone to feel better and very effective..

Currently, I'm working but so far there're only..like 4 customers that came in just browse around and "wow interesting!" they walked out with a thanks! finally singapore started to rain, like literally today? should be, i'm not quite sure because i'm stuck right here! in the shop with super freezing air conditioneral! well, perhaps i should count myself lucky. weather tend to become hotter nowadays, 35 degree. In fact, it's good and definitely the right timing for some sun tanning at sentosa. (: babes! if you see this! you might know what i'm trying to hint(: hehehe. my dear boy would be out in 1 and a half days! i love army boysss! super fit and tan!! hehehehehehehehehehehehehheheheeh. I'm always giggling to myself. never mind,

i'm used to it...

should i get a macbook or vaio?!

Stand Still

2010-03-01T22:16:00.000-08:00

5 days down and 11 days to go, I'll get to see you soon.

I shouldnt let others to interfere my impressions about you.

i shouldnt...

but ultimately it had all been beyond my control not to think about it.

i dont feel right now

Crush/Crash?

2010-01-13T17:47:00.000-08:00

Lets see, I've submitted my jae. like finally! my parents were more anxious than me, it's not that i'm slow or whatsoever.. But.. i just wanna choose it wisely. Most of choices are sp or nyp. If i get in none, JOY TO THE WORLD i'll be going nafa!

Innocent

2010-01-03T17:32:00.000-08:00

some flashbacks? hi those photos above are my secondary school life actually there are more. my sec1,2,3,4 and now. See the differences? hahaha. All my friends might be screaming away if they happen to see. I use to look so innocent with g33k spec and "those" hairstyle. many things changed,my characters personalities many more. one thing which remains the same is i'm still blur....more like a sotong. hahahahaha. i'll try to change, i'll be more alert!! next post i'll upload my primary school photos!!!my childhood photos!! baii

Meet me halfway

2010-01-02T07:15:00.001-08:00

HIIIII!! fb is fucking laggy,damn laggy.HORRIBLE serious i've been complaining all this while but it's LAGGY! I've no patience because I'm dying of sleep. WE WENT SENTOSA TODAY FOR SUN TANNING ^^ anyway all of us overslept today unable to get up in time! Thank god, no rain today (: Prefect weather for sun tanning! and so my face is as red as baboon's butt, maybe worst than that. Vii and Aud taught me how to swim, but yaaa.. you should know.. girl like me will be unable to learn it within that few minutes you see. so we book a date on wenesday or so to go WWW. I've this dream to fulfil, which is swimming in the blue ocean in bali or whatever countries. as long as they have beautiful beaches and sun for tanning and swimming not like sg.eeeewww is damn disgusting and gross plus it's salty.alright sea water are salty. i was ewww-ing all the way when i saw seaweed flowing towards me & BRACHES LEAVES AND WHATEVER RUBBISH THAT YOU COULD FIND IN EAST COAST PARK!! I'm looking forward to it around march..i think (: i love beachessss! i'll get tan again..soon

this photo was on new year eve! best new year ever!! seriously, i'm not kidding we had steamboat played taboo exchange presents and greet each other happy new year!! We play like mad we ran we climb we pose. perspire like shit! Awesome gathering!! I reached home at 2am. and lied flat on the sofa & zzzzz

Hi these are my retarded friends ^^ well, met all of them after my work,i missed yuki yaki or yaki yuki. whatever it's called. We did retared pose and retarded actions. plus there will be a video uploading soon... again,fb is laggy. took me hours to post it. sigh terrible. anyway some juniors were there, to my horror. i remember some of their names. not too bad! will get to talk to them when i get to meet them 8)
MOST IMPORTANT I WORE HEELS FOR 13 HOURS! I BROKE MY OWN RECORD!!! WORKING+ WALKING IN 3 INCH HEELS!!! ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^

alright, this post is like some updates about what i've been doing these few days. From monday onwards, i've got one off day. I must earn 2000 dollars before chinese new year. i know i'm going to do it. i'll work OT! YES I AM GOING TO DO THAT!

31st

2009-12-30T16:29:00.000-08:00

I like how morning light falls through the window panes. Soft and delicate. I like how morning light shines at me and smell of morning air. (HI I AM A MORNING BIRD BECAUSE I SLEPT AT 3am LAST NIGHT!) I sit up with eyes half open, hair in huge messy waves. Prefectly wavy ^^ Looking at the dust particles dancing away I try to remember what date is today. ok last day of 2009. I'll be an on-going 18 year old adult!! a year older.. more obstacles..more challenges..more thinkings require! Looking back what have i done this year other than mugging for o level? Did lots of retarded stuff..hahaha. New resolutions?nah i've none. can't be bothered about it. what's the use of having so many resloutions?!

Need a new part time job after chinese new year, for now I am a full timer helping my uncle. I'll be jobless after chinese new year..sighhh job seeking again. I could hardly take a day off but usually full timers take a day off every week right? soo yaaa... i'll be lying flat on the floor after work! my immune system are rather weak,i think.. because i kept sneezing whenever i sleep later than 2am. My head is spinning around in circles now..god..

I've been single for a year. Today is a day i remembered..waiting patiently for his call,when he went MIA. Giving myself false hope that he'd actually call me and sing me some cheesy love songs and say happy new year to me.. Don't worry friend. I give up, totally no feeling. just..a couple of flashbacks.. with him. i knows how it feels being loved and how difficult it is to love someone. a r/s i've confidence and faith that it'll last..but it ended. I always dream of getting married to him at the age of 21 getting 3 children and start our happy warm little family.Naive thinking? actually it's not. When you really love that certain someone you want to be everything they wants. Everything they'd like. Everything they'd love. you'll give no matter what it takes. just to make sure you see that smile on their faces. Each space hallow, you'll always wanted to fill in with real memories.. memories belonging to both of you. You'd always try to get into their tiny little world and finding a place to stay inside their heart. Even if you can't get in, you'd try your best to do so..trying to adapt. trying to get those love you long wanted for..some people go for money,idk why..

Compromising,understanding, communicating, sacrificing, being faithful, trustworthy,patience.. its hard to have everything. sometimes you'll be clueless whats love all about, feels like..you're stuck in a maze? totally have no idea whats happening next. when i was younger, around 14 or so. to me love is you love me i love you. ok full stop. good enough. as you get older thats too many things occur which changes your mindset about what love is all about. realising love.. is not only i love you and you love me. you'll feel confused what's love why must we get love all sorts of thinkings that crack your brain with many questions up appearing all over your head. Everyone wants to feel protected feel loved. including me. No one likes feeling this way.

Now,after so long. I dare to say I'm totally awake from my dream, stop dwelling. It's over. Let bygones be bygones. I won't look for love but i'll let love look for me. let god decides everything.because i believe in fate.. the only thing i won't let god decide would be my future..haha long way to go.. LASTLY THANK YOU TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME!! LUV YOU HEHEHEHEHE

ANYWAY LAST DAY OF 2009!!! HOPE IT'LL BE A BETTER YEAR TOMORROW!!WHOPPPPEPPEPEPEPEPE

*throw hands into air*

To do..list?

2009-12-27T08:18:00.000-08:00

1. I spent 100 dollars in 2 hours. I need to start saving up.

2. I decide to eat less, I'll get bread for lunch later and head home for dinner everyday.

3. Too many photos to be uploaded. shit i hate fb. fucking laggyyy.

4. I need an organizer, brain getting slower and tend to forget things easily.

5. Try digging out 3 weeks ago newspaper inside my storeroom,

am forgetful enough of not taking down the number for sewing classes!

6. Buying present less than $5- $10 before 31st countdown steamboat session

7. Remember not to be late.get alarm ready and get prepare before 10.15.

8. Make sure I run for the bus if it happens to reach there before me.

9. Get vivien tights soon

10. Contact her to get her things back plus piglet

11. Take a day off to meet aud for more shopping in topshop BECAUSE WE HAVE 10 DOLLAR AND 20% DISOUNT VOUCHERS!

12. I need to sleep and shower before 2 am

13. Get a heels that is less than 2 inch

14. Hair must be dye before new year!

15. My sneaker... gonna die soon.

16. Learn how to knit!

17. Get dates right.

18. meet up with friendsssss! finding slots nowwww

i think thats all. bai i'm exhausted

HA

2009-12-24T16:30:00.000-08:00

you look scary last night and it frightens me. i know whats happening but i couldn't explain in words. you're right.. we are totally different. I might be dreaminggggg I need to be awake!

Morning

2009-12-20T19:08:00.000-08:00

Early morning I login to facebook to upload all the photos that were taken yesterday. Was freaking shag now plus my body are aching. god bless me! Anyway I have given up making christmas card because i've just realised that i could hardly draw now. thats bad. fucking bad. whatever it is. Last night was fun, not going st james could be a good thing! i hate crowded places i hate it most. i need to shower and have my breakfast before i go off. There goes another boring dayyyyyyyyy

Murmur

2009-12-13T18:32:00.000-08:00

There's an insect on my desktop table. it has 6 legs and a pair of wings. Seriously, i've no idea what it call. but i think it's dead.. hmmm.. should be dead because it's not moving anymore. I'll use a piece of tissue paper and throw it into the bin before the ants attack. RIP little insect.

So.. i've a couples of photos here more in fb. aud's mom was generous, she had given us 10 tickets for some show called jia liu lian. Awesome show i almost died of laughing and aud changed seat because she couldnt stand my laughters ): Have a drink before we all went home.. anddd i've rashes the next day. cool! damn itchy and disgusting. jia yin and the rest of them could witness every thing. was damn itchyyyyyyy ugh anyway we tried to fly a kite but failed to do so... nehmind try again thennnn

it's good to have friends like them ^^

Fated? no? yes?

2009-12-08T00:23:00.001-08:00

what day is today monday? no it's tuesday. ok ever since i've graduated i don't remember the day or date. So.... i met up with my friends for concert and picnic during the weekends! photos will be up on the next post. Both were awesome.totally amazingg! have fun,laughter. BUT THE MOST AMAZING THING WAS I SAW SOMEONE THAT I DIDN'T MEET FOR AGES! like 5 years ago.my heart beat a little faster than usual when i saw him oh yay happened in the mrt. i couldn't see clearly at that point of time because one of my contact lens dropped out when I blink. how unlucky. So i was thinking.. i can't be that lucky to meet him here, INSIDE THE TRAIN?! When i was about to alight i tap him on his shoulder? with a tingling feeling went up and down my spine... he looked at me with a surprising facial expression and manly voice"OH HELLO!" plus a wide smile on his face. In between, i covered my eyes with my hand and talked to him. He was giggling away when i told him how awful I look with one of my colour contact lens dropped out. & for no reason I kept apologising to him about my contact lens and i sound nervous!! I waved goodbye to him. Am irrationally happy when i got off the train but now.. i can't remember his face! UGH): realise that there're too many "I" in this post. hahahahahaha time to vaccum the floor bai!

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2009-12-07T17:42:00.000-08:00

Hello hello! testing testing ok good fresh memories.