11 July 2010

Have you?

I’m sick of work; I’m sick of thinking of money and everything else. I just want to stay at home and let my mind goes blank!! This is horrible, I’m like driving myself crazy or am I having too many dreams to fulfil, or is it I have a high expectation on myself? Sometimes you will just get sick of thinking about money all day long, everything needs money. Damn! It’s been half a year ever since I get a proper rest... oh god! & I couldn’t get into the course I wanted, who can I blame? Only myself, because... cut off point not enough, my heart sank when I knew about it. I should do well in my O level, one year back. This week, I told them about withdrawing from RP. They were against it, badly. See there’s no way I’m getting into a course I want, I’m not gonna do what I want. All they think about is... money, if I’ll able to earn enough in the future. Sometimes, I think my parents somehow brain-washed me. Now I had put my interest aside and go for money instead. Perhaps there’ll be some sort of miracles that I’d fall in love with materials science? Hahaha. See how it goes.
On a brighter note, a couples of days time! We celebrated GY’s bday! HAPPY BELATED 22th Birthday!! (:
I have no idea if I’m really the one you’re looking for...I am just too busy for you.Sorry

2 comments:

  1. HI! came across your blog while doing blog skipping. Cheer up! Though sometimes we have to admit that money are really just a kind of thing, but yet at the same time, its also something we cannot live without anymore.
    Well, interests versus reality. its really hard to choose a side anymore nowadays. Anyway, all the best to you in life and hope you will get to appreciate material science one day! :)

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  2. hello! sorry for the late reply ): yeah, i have already accept the fact (: thanks anyway. all the best to you(: take care

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