Late night.

I miss ladies night, having more social life than before and obviously, I definitely miss drinking. It's so much better than staying at home and rot. Well, I am gonna do a make over with my life, I have no idea how am I gonna do that but it will be more organize than before. The first time I gotta do is clear up my desk and re-design my laptop because It has worn out plus sick of it. Practical tomorrow morning, theory after that, following will be work and meet up with friends. Good life isn't it? hahaha.And regarding my previous post, I won't delete it or what. Think that I'm immature, go ahead. 18 big fuck? Gone case? Thanks! great entertainment to me and others indeed, but mind my words, how much I revel on a public site does it matter to you?Yeah he's your friend, stand up for him. Good but you just heard one sided story and I don't know you at all. Do you know I burst out anger tears, crying and sobbing like there's no tomorrow? Checking my phone every hour to check if he text me and asking around am I that bad? or did I not being a good/ideal girlfriend or is it because of my highly expectations for a man? You don't know because you weren't there to witness. Doing so much what have I got in return? Nothing, I just got ignore and I feel so unwanted even though I asked for break up first but the way he replied it was beyond my imagination. What can I do? Can you like tell me? Never mind in return, I don't know what kind of image have I form inside a stranger mind but how much of that is me? Please think about it.. Thanks and..
He's having a good life now I can see, I won't step into his world anymore. I'm out of it.